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Merry Christmas   
08:43pm 25/12/2004
 
mood: sick
music: something corporate
Merry Christmas.....today was a good day. We got up at like 8-830 and had breakfast and then opened presents. Last night my parents gave us a poster that they made..our christmas present over feb. vaca were going on a cruise of the carribean. i cant wait counting the days. got the cherry car set for my car for nana and pa. i was veryhappy. and gas cards from linda and mike. Few other things but its all good. THen the fam clan came over @ like `12:30 and we ate christmas dinner at 2. It was good to see people AGAIN we just saw them last night @ sean and lisas. Have fun Heather, Olivia, and Jay in Disney!!
after dinner i went to dee's for a few ans she helped me with car stuff and then car home and was going to go out but i coulnt move i feel soo sick. Headache, stomach ache, sore throat, stuffy nose, the works it better not last long im going to Ragged Mtn. next week.....Usually its freezing down here and im so hott. is ridiculious. but all is good. Linda and Mike are here now and im tired and working in the morning not sure what time which isnt good but w/e.

hope everyone had a merry chirstmas and has a good new year.

love meg
only 2 more days and i get my bed back and my room!!!
 
     
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cant spell   
02:40pm 24/12/2004
 
mood: angry
music: music mix 35
i know i cant spell (the last entry) lol
<3 meg
thanks dee for helping me with the new layout
 
     
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Christmas Eve   
02:34pm 24/12/2004
 
mood: cheerful
music: the spill canvas
Today is Christmas Eve and i havent really updated in while so idk kinda bored before we go to church so i will. First this chirstmas is kinda weird doesnt really feel like it and kinda sad and gloomy around here without Pa Bill but were dealing(or at least trying)

Lets See FEB 12 GOING TO SEE LION KING in BOSTON so excited what a great present from deirdre. I love my best friend. worked today 5-12 cleaned the baseboards but only had to do it once this year. Last year Rosa and Gilson made me do it over becuase i did a crappy job. but its all good it was a good day at work like $ 27 bucks in tips...all down the drain $23 for stupid work shoes $15 to dee $32 to mom. Alot....This week was "eventful" but a good one. WEdnesday was a party for ski team @ coaches good times watching warren miller bloopers. First Race is Jan 6!! Wish me luck!!
WE were supposed to have our last drykand training Thurs. but only 4 of us showed so w/e CANCELLED!!! Yes working a month and 1/2 everyday after school and finally its all done!!! now racees!
Mondays- Practices @ Pats Peak
Tuesday-Cross Country Races
Wednesday-brett and pat jumping
Thursday-Downhill
Fridays-off
What a great way to spend after school for the next six weeks i love it.

well other then that noting is going on....Paul and I are good Britni's not to happy with me but idk
i cant take time out of school and skiing to worry right now


I can except failure what i cant except is not trying
Panther Ski Team 04-05

Going to do some stuff around here then church @ 4 then Sean and Lisa's, then maybe Zoia's then bed for SAnta lol jk
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updation   
09:52pm 10/12/2004
 
mood: discontent
music: Lonestar-Amazed
well havent really updated in a while and kinda just chilling because deirdre and ray went to the godsmack concert and my parents went to a christmas party so quite empty cold house.....so here come an update. What a long and tiring week...mondays are the worst...school, ski team practice...teach my 1st graders @ 4:30 til 5:30 then to work @ 6-9. Its a long day. Ski practice is everyday M-Th and just tired and alot of other stuff going on right now. Second my car...i have bad luck with cars. My grandfather taught me to drive and he died last Feb. so i feel like i have let him down...but for those that havent heard about the accident (yes another one) on Exit one the wed. before thanksgiving, somone hit my car and i slid like 5-10 feet. We took it to have it looked at and as of yesterday they decided to total it. What a joke yet again. W/e
Then there is stupid junior english which is a joke ....The Great Gatsby...worst book if u dont understanf it...and your teacher tells u to read faster but wont help...boys come and go but friends are forever enough said..with Paul and Britni and the whole thing just gives me a headache.
THen their are those days where u just miss ur best frined..or in this case my grandfather who was my best friend....
wow this is so longer gotta keep going to beat melissa for once!! jk
Ski team is going good...First Race January 6 BE there!!! jk
then there is Michelle enough said not getting in to that her name means enough and no comments are needed about her i know what people are thinking. All is well at home grandparents wil lbe here on the 17 NEXT FRIDAY so much for christmas in my room lol i sleep in the office when there here but it is good to have them come.

well working at 6 am and people know how not nice i am when iget sleep lol never mind when i dont....so i think that is long enough..
Melissa i have a question: DATE OF SURGRY IS WHEN ????
Let me know kk

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copied for deirdre   
09:46pm 10/12/2004
  WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF:

» I committed suicide:
» I said I liked you:
» I kissed you:
» I lived next door to you:
» I started smoking:
» I stole something:
» I was hospitalized:
» I ran away from home:
» I got into a fight and you weren't there:

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:

» Personality:
» Eyes:
» Face:
» Hair:
» Clothes:
» Mannerisms:

[1] Who are you?
[2] Are we friends?
[3] When and how did we meet?
[4] How have I affected you?
[5] What do you think of me?
[6] What's the fondest memory you have of me?
[7] How long do you think we will be friends or enemies?
[8] Do you love me?
[9] Have I ever hurt you?
[10] Would you hug me?
[11] Would you kiss me?
[12] Would you fuck me?
[13] Are we close?
[14] Emotionally, what stands out?
[15] Do you wish I was cooler?
[16] On a scale of 1-10, how nice am I?
[17] Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
[18] Am I loveable?
[19] How long have you known me?
[20] Describe me in one word.
[21] What was your first impression?
[22] Do you still think that way about me now?
[23] What do you think my weakness is?
[24] Do you think I'll get married?
[25] What about me makes you happy?
[26] What about me makes you sad?
[27] What reminds you of me?
[28] What's something you would change about me?
[29] How well do you know me?
[30] Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
[31] Do you think I would kill someone?
[32] Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you?
 
     
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my feeling through words...accidents   
03:27pm 25/11/2004
 
mood: sore neck
music: none
my feeling are with all the accidents latly....

this is whatSomebody Should Have Taught Him

I went to a birthday party
but I remembered what you said.
You told me not to drink at all,
so I had a Sprite instead.
I felt proud of myself,
the way you said i would,
that I didn't choose to drink and drive,
though some friends said i should.
I knew I made the healthy choice and
your advice to me was right
as the party finally ended
and the kids drove out of sight.
I got in my own car,
sure to get home in one piece,
never knowing what was coming,
something I expected the least.
Now I'm lying on the pavement.
I can hear the policeman say,
"The kid that caused this wreck was drunk."
His voice seems far away.
My own blood is all around me,
as I try hard not to cry.
I can hear the paramedic say,
"This girl is going to die."
I'm sure the guy had no idea,
while he was flying high,
because he chose to drink and drive
that I would have to die.
So why do people do it,
knowing it ruins lives?
But now the pain is cutting me
like a hundred stabbing knives.
Tell my sister not to be afraid,
tell Daddy to be brave,
and when I go to heaven to
put "Daddy's Girl" on my grave.
Someone should have taught him
that it's wrong to drink and drive.
Maybe if his mom and dad had,
I'd still be alive.
My breath is getting shorter,
I'm getting really scared.
These are my final moments,
and I'm so unprepared.
I wish that you could hold me, Mom,
as I lie here and die.
I wish that I could say
I love you and good-bye.

It's from Chicken Soup for the Teenage Soul
 
     
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life vs. death   
04:14pm 30/10/2004
 
mood: blank
music: radio
im updating.....but i thought i would sum it up in a few words.....
saying nothing to someone pretty much sets the mood and say everything. ...in life always be prepared for the worst, the unexpected,the fact the things happen for a reason....be who you are and not who u wish u were.....just go on instints about things and dont hide from people

~Meg
 
     
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deirdre i did urs and u better do mine   
08:26pm 29/10/2004
 
mood: hungry
music: csi
Am I...
cute?:
Crazy?
Loveable?:
Funny?:
Psycho?:
Annoying?:
Daring?:
A Good Person?:

Would You...
Miss me if I was gone?:
Listen to my problems?
Come to a gig with me?:
Be a good friend?:
Love me?:
Talk bad about me if we ever fall out?:

If you could..
Give me a new name, What would it be?:
Do one thing for me, what would it be?
Give me one piece of advice, what would it be?:
Kidnap me for a day, where would we go?:
Change one thing about me, what would it be?:

Just a Few Questions...BE HONEST!
What do you love about me?:
What do you hate about me?
What is my best quality?:
What is your honest opinion of me?:
What would you do if I sang out of tune?:
What song reminds you of me?:
Do I remind you of any characters on TV?:
Have you ever had a dream about me?:
If you just met me, how old would you say I am?:
Am I huggable?:
If you could promise me anything, what would it be?:

Personal...
am i ugly, average, decent, good looking, beautiful, ect.?
if you could describe me in one word, what would that word be?:
when we first met, what were your thoughts?:
What are my faults?:
What are my strengths?:
Do you wish we were closer?:
Why aren't we closer?:

What's my Favorite?
piece of jewelry?:
Cuddly teddy?:
Alcoholic Drink?:
color?:
Food?:
Animal?:
Sport?:
TV show?
Song?:
Band?:
Movie?:

Last section..
What colour are my eyes?:
When's my birthday?:
How well do you think you know me?:
Do you think i give a shit about this quiz?
Who are you and what do you want with me!?
 
     
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Myself   
07:51pm 21/09/2004
 
mood: confused
music: trapt
Its better to be loved for who you are than hated for what you are not.

~Leave a comment and Tell me who you are and what you think of me and be completly honest dont be fake.~
 
     
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my book entry   
07:56pm 18/09/2004
  well havent really been up to much...havent really updates in a while so when i last wrote i left off with....
Vermont and i went to vermont with randy, the kids and dee. we went on an swsome 4 wheeling trip...the trip ended when i went over the handle bars and sprained my ankle randy went through the fence......that was almost 4 weeks ago and my ankle is still big and a little discolored.....my body was bruised from a while.....were supposed to be goin back to VT for Jermeys wedding and NO 4 WHEELERS involved...but other than that is was a fun trip......

have started school and its not that bad.....school but other than that nothing bad to say about it some good classes with good people.....

WEll no car eaither becuase this stupid drunk lady hit my car the monday of labor day weekend....my car was parked on the side of the street half on the grass and half on the street and she hit it....and she left the scence thank god for dana and randy man.....she thought she hit a trash can.,... wow people are dumb......ok so ya..then we called the cops good ol Nashua PD..came pretty quick and took infro police reports and all that and then did the sobriety test like 4 time and she failed and was arrested at the scence..."all this for a late night pizza" well to make a long story short i got a big check so now
CAR SHOPPING!!!!!
well im out
<3 meg

wow that is a book right MP
 
     
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My survey   
07:37pm 18/09/2004
 
mood: blank
music: something corporate
well hanging out with deee trying to put games on my caulc. so i took this mad long quiz survey thing.....

Survey thing )
 
     
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out   
06:50pm 18/08/2004
 
mood: depressed
music: 7th heaven
well today was such a yet nother exciting day at DUNKIN DONUTS not.....worked 7-1. Today was mirela's last day (tears)...then went home to shower and left for merrimack to go pick up mike at home and take him to work the things i do for my mom and her friends.....then went to dee's to pick up her house key...long long story...then went to dunkins and talked to dee fora few....then came home and worked on some stuff. dee picked me up and now chilling at her house now....

feeling a little out of it....::I want a guy I can run to in my pj's, hair a mess, no makeup, eyes red from crying, and he says baby you look beautiful::....
but i duno...all other wise is good....

leaving tomoroww for VERMONT..with the one and only Deirdre...

<3 meg
 
     
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quotes that apply to life   
08:21pm 16/08/2004
  well havent really updated in a while been working and hanmgin with dee...this weekend is VERMONT YESS away from work and the city.... i duno im not really likeing th whoile post ur life in the live journal thing anymroe once in a while ok fine but not everyday like 4 or 5 times a day eaither lol.........all i really wanted to say was
that

frienship is the hardest thing to learn in life its not soething that you learn in a classroom but if you havent learned frindship you hgavent really learned anything in life...

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humor me as dee says   
09:16pm 29/07/2004
 
mood: confused
music: dee and i talking
1. you have one day to be with me on a date. where do we go and what do we do?

2. dedicate one song to me. what is it? why?

3. we are on vacation together anywhere in the world. where are we?

4. you can give me one thing, material or immaterial. what is it?

5. pick the perfect outfit for me to wear.

6. describe our relationship in one word.

7. describe me in one word.
 
     
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i love ice cream   
07:17pm 22/07/2004
 
mood: good
Your Icecream Flavour is...
Choc-Chip Cookie Dough!
You are fancy shmancy! You have all the bells and whistles and you attract the most gluttonous of ice-cream shop patrons. You are fattening and intensely rich. That being said, you are very tasty and have a huge fanbase! good for you!
What is your Icecream Flavour?

Find out at Go Quiz

thats all for now nothing exciting goin on maybe ill update later <3 meg
 
     
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blahhhh...........   
09:42pm 20/07/2004
 
mood: mad @ myself
what a night...thanks dee for staying with me after the accident ur a great friend!

<3 meg
 
     
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09:27pm 19/07/2004
 
mood: sleepy
music: watching gilmore girls
....got this from a friends website and thought it kinda explained how i felt

Ever sit down and decide you don't like who you are. You want to be more athletic or smart or crzy, or have more friends, or want to have some time to yourself. But once you think about it, you realize that you can't change who you are, you kinda choose that path along the way and it would be too hard to change now. Too many people whould turn from you, leave you and now be your friends anymore. Just becasue that is what they're confortable with.

Everyday I do the same thing and I wonder what it would be like to live in a different country or live in a place where they don't have a mother, father, and home to live in every night. While many people are trying to discover who they really are inside, they don't realize how fortunate they are.

You go home and watch Jessica Simpson and her sister have their shows and they live in their huge house with loads of cash just hanging around. There are people starving all over the world, and nearly everyone doesn't want to believe it or have anything to do to help it or try and stop it.

So while you think you wnat to be more athletic and smart, think of the kids that don't even have to options to go to school or have a ball to kick around. Those are the kids that we should be thinking of when we have all this free time and money.

My wish is to have just one person with some cash...help kids and people around the world...not just give them money, actually help them and care about them. They need someone to love them, just like we all do.
 
     
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I GOT MY LICENSE   
04:25pm 19/07/2004
 
mood: happy
music: radio
hey..all wat a long day but I GOT MY LICENSE.YAY!!! after only waiting an hour in line and then almost failing the written but i didnt i passed and then took ct to dunkins and went to see dee. Good times. TOnight is Funworld YAY!! havent really been in about a month.
other than that nothing....
<3 meg
this week working
TUesday 1-6
Thursday 1-6
Friday 1-6
SAturday 5-12
then goin to maine for the rest of the week good times

<3 meg
 
     
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yet again   
08:33pm 18/07/2004
 
mood: happy
music: talking to dee
Stolen from dee and meli )
 
     
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Vacation   
08:01pm 18/07/2004
 
mood: happy
music: music mix 9
hey all...well got back from a week vacation at Rye BEach with the family all i have to say is TOO MUCH FAMILY BONDING....the weather was ok and sunny a couple days and rainy the others. went to maine one day and shopping another day....spent the day at the beach when the weather was good the water was so nice me and my cousins and sister went jumping the waves lame but it was fun i guess you know....then went kayaking and chilled came back wednesday and thursday to finish my driving hours and all is good going to the dmv tomorrow to get my liscense....!!!! FREEDOM ...kinda left saturday morning to come home and then went and hung out with dee. worked today @ 1 with nick jill and mirela...enough said... and then went to merrimack to practice some stuff like backing in to a space lol w.e. that has been what i have been up to wow....i can write a whole week of stuff in less then 20 lines and some people write books for a day entry and update 4X a day lol (jk Melissa)well im out going to do some stuff.....
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